Friday, October 3, 2008

Change of Focus

So, it's come to my attention that I'm inordinately consumed by dumb boys - talking about them, thinking about them, fighting with them, taking breaks from them....well, you get the idea. As I've been boy crazy from a very young age, I'm afraid this is all I've known. But, in looking at my blog posts and paying attention to most of my conversations, it would seem that my life revolves around my quest to find the perfect person. The funny thing is that I realize he doesn't exist and that meeting someone isn't going to fix my life. I tried that already. My problems didn't disappear because I had a Mrs. in front of my name...they just changed into different problems and made me feel like I had a noose around my neck. I hated being married. I hated losing that freedom. I hope that if I ever do it again, it'll be a lot different, but who knows. So, I need to do something different. I need to re-prioritize and focus on things other than the opposite sex. What should I do to pass my newly free time? Any suggestions? Crocheting and my shows are still in the mix, so we need something else. I'm open to feedback. :)

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