Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Something is going on with me. I'm overly emotional to the point of blubbering at work and still unhappy with every little thing. When I wake up in the morning, I just want to pull the covers over my head and never come out. In addition to my mind-numbing headaches (pun intended), I'm a walking hormone and can't seem to reign it all in. I don't know how to feel better. No one seems to be able to help (except McP, but she could light up the night sky with her smile) and I'm not sure what to do. Perhaps just wait it out? I don't know. I'm lashing out at people around me and just being completely irrational and annoying. Trust me, if I think I'm annoying, then I turned that way like two days ago. Even Facebook is losing its draw (holy crap, if I'm losing interest in Facebook you can rest assured something terrible is happening to me). The worst part is just not knowing what's wrong. An overall malaise with the world and life in general? Will nothing make me smile? My hell, was I going for an Oscar with this diatribe?