Miserable New Year's Eve? Check

I don't have any plans on New Year's Eve. Partly on purpose, partly because I don't want to spend it with just anyone...unless it's Crush or someone I'm equally interested in (there actually is someone else....but we don't need to delve into that now) then I'd rather stay home and go to bed early. I prefer to hang out with my dog than be miserable at a stupid, crowded, noisy mall.

Truth be told, I don't think I've ever enjoyed New Year's Eve in my life. I'm always disappointed. Always wishing something would happen that doesn't. Forget that noise. I'll just stay home (and, possibly, be a teeny tiny bit blue....shhhhhh, don't tell).